Saturday, January 24, 2009

Today's "Little" Miracle...



As some of you know, my Saint for the year is St. Therese. My theme in prayer for the year is to ask St. Therese for an outpouring of love within families. Today I've had some difficulty in keeping hope after the unfortunate decision our New President has made regarding abortion. I was having a hard time praying this morning so I had to ask St. Therese for her prayers and intercession to help me to pray. Well I'm literally typing this five minutes after this happened. It's something that may seem very small and insignificant to the rest of you but it means the world to me and just a reminder to me of the Love our Lord has for us and how quickly our prayers are heard even though the results are not what we have asked for. I'm in the midst of doing homework and packing for my move next weekend. So I was taking a break from the computer and went to look through some books I have to decide what I am going to keep and get rid of. Well, two books I immediately began looking through were "Mother Angelica's Little Book of Life Lessons" and "Archbishop Fulton Sheen's St. Therese~ A treasured love story". Well, there was a book mark in Mother Angelica's book so I opened up the book mark to get this:

It's a Novena to St. Therese the Little Flower! The Novena is from a prayer card given to Mother Angelica on January 8, 1943. Nine days later her stomach ailments she had been plagued with her entire life disappeared! Praise God! I will close with this Novena...but not before I write what I opened up to in the Fulton Sheen book about St. Therese. It's a miracle to me how God can speak directly to the heart of my soul at exactly the right time and exactly the right thing! I love you Jesus!

What I found in this book ironically has a lot to do with the post I did yesterday:

"Coming back now to the Little Flower. What is the secret of humility? She said it is to become nothing. Nothing. Never to stress our own powers, our own wealth(if we have any), our own gifts, but to recognize they all come from God.

There are two kinds of emptiness. There is the emptiness of the Grand Canyon in the United States; it is sterile and produces nothing. There is also the emptiness of a flute, which if you breathe through, you can pipe a tune. Now we are bidden like our Blessed Lord, to become empty, to become nothing so He can work on us. That is the basis of humility. That is what people called her "Little Way"."~ Archbishop Fulton Sheen's St. Therese: A treasured love story.

Now for the Novena:

Novena Prayer to the Little Flower

O beautiful Rose of Carmel, St. Therese of the Infant Jesus, deign according to your promise to descend from heaven to visit those who implore you. Pour down on us in profusion those celestial graces that are symbolized by the shower of roses that Jesus your Spouse has put at your disposition. Your power is great with His heart. He can only listen and hear your prayer. I have then recourse to you, O St. Therese of the Infant Jesus, assist me in this circumstance. Speak for me to Jesus and to Mary and obtain for me to live a holy life and die a happy death. Amen.

St. Therese hear my prayer. Show your power with God and cure me if it be for the honor of God, and the good of my soul. Amen.

I encourage you to pray this with me throughout the year for an outpouring of love within all families and for all those who are considering abortion or are in danger of abortion. Life is a basic right for all humans...Choose Life..Your Mother Did!

May God bless us all and you all remain in my prayers!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Empty and Beautiful

This Catholic Artist Matt Maher is a local artist from Southern California who is known at a few of the Parish's around where I reside. I only discovered him this past year and his music is truly inspirational! I hope you feel the same way ! This particular song and album was dedicated to St. Paul as we all can understand St. Paul especially in this Pauline year! You can watch and listen to this song above...The following are the lyrics....


Empty and Beautiful- Lyrics and Music by Matt Maher

My past won't stop haunting me/ In this prison there's a fight between who I am and who I used to be/This thorn in my side is a grace/For because of it the flesh and blood of God was offered in my place./

You fought the fight in me/You chased me down and finished the race/I was blind but now I see/ Jesus, you kept the faith in me.

Where did my best friends go?/At my defense they disappeared/Just like your friends did to You Oh Lord/But You were there/You gave me strength/So this little one might come to know the glory of Your name/

I'm waiting and set apart/like incense to Your heart/A libation I'm pouring out

Empty and beautiful/ Beautiful/ Beautiful

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Help me to follow You...



Dear Lord,

Today I realized how little I did to stop the gossip.
I also realized how little mortification I am willing to do.
The body sure does not like what the will wants,
and how much louder it screams when it knows
it is Your will Lord! It's almost as if this mule of a body
You give us knows when we are trying to go against nature
and go with the flow of grace instead.
How can I serve You Lord, when I am so weak?
Help me to help You Lord!
I know You have called me by name,
and You make No mistakes, but maybe just one?
Did You realize how messed up I can be?
Didn't You see me today?
Didn't You know I helped nail You to Your cross?
And You still love me?
And You still were willing to be crucified for me?
For this slimy, stinky, soul?
Oh how I wish to serve You Lord!
Make me the soul You want me to be, Lord!
I give up, and I give You permission
I abandon myself to You and Your Will!
I leave my heart in Your capable Hands!
I know I know nothing and You know all!
My pride has come crumbling down!
Every time I feel superior for not having sinned,
my pride has already sinned for me.
Oh the human condition is disgusting and beautiful all in one!
I know I must choose Lord and I choose You!
So why then, just like St. Paul, I do what I do not want!?
It is a mystery to me and I am perplexing to myself!
Jesus, make my heart an image of Yours!
Let me melt away into Your Divine Mercy
and help me to Trust that I am forgiven
and that I am still Your loved child!
I am sorry Jesus for all that I am and all I have not lived up to be!
Take my nothingness and make it a whole lot of something for Your heavenly Kingdom!
As St. Pio has said, "I'd rather be a doorman for Heaven, than living in mansions with the wicked!"

Immaculate heart of Mary, Pray for us now and at the hour of our death...Amen!