Saturday, March 14, 2009

Possess my soul My God, My Lord, My Savior!

In the words of our Lady...."My spirit rejoices in God my Savior ..."

Always a people pleaser, I no longer desire to please others unless it is Your Holy will to do so Lord!

Nothing in this world matters but you...I only exist to meet you once again and this exile grows tiresome.

My Soul feels like a single glowing coal left out in the rain and I fear extinction of the fire of my love for You Lord, please do not let this fire go out for I know only You fan the flames if there be any good in me! The opinions of others no longer matter to me as if overnight you shared the wisdom of Your Word with me and in no words can I explain the wisdom and knowledge you share with me. I only wish to please You my Lord and Creator so that when the day comes that You call me home I may be worthy enough to enter the purifying fires of Purgatory! And my soul will rejoice even in your absence because I will still have the hope that You have reserved my place in Heaven which You alone have prepared for all of us!

Your love continually wounds my soul as if all suffering that my body endures is a love story about Your love for us! Thank you for the blessing of suffering! It is the only proof I have to show you the love I have for You! Like one who has fallen in love, You are the first I think of in the morning and the last I think of at night! How much longer will it be before You allow my Soul to get lost in Your Sacred Heart and share with me the mystery of Your love for us? I do not wish to tempt You Lord, but I am like one who walks through the hot, dry, desert searching for their beloved and getting excited and obtaining peace through a small glimpse at their beloved yet, never being able to meet face to face! I take comfort in receiving Your Body and Blood in the Sacrifice of the Mass! I rejoice at the mingling of Your Body and Blood with mine, but then suffer because I know I am not worthy of such a grace! I do not deserve to see You face to face but only long to be in Your presence for eternity and serve You at the lowest post. This alone would satisfy Your lover Lord....I Adore You with all that I am, please make me capable of loving and adoring You as I should and as You deserve. For I know You can make all things possible and if it be Your will, you can allow this and yet let me live. Although I will gladly suffer this exile, I look forward to the day that I pray You will call me home and not send me into the pit of fire....but have Mercy on the one who longs to be with You!

Show me the way to perfection Lord, not for my glory, but for Yours. Help me to be forgotten in this world, for only You and I exist in my heart and I gladly serve and love others for the fact that I am serving and loving You in them. It is a secret world I share with You the secrets of my heart, no one knows the love songs You sing to me and I to You! These are Sacred to You because every single thought and beat of my heart should only be to Glorify You! So any thought or action not done in Your honor is a debt that I owe to You Lord! Help me start today, in repaying of my debts to You! Suffering and love can only be repaid in suffering and love, but help me to perfect this as a Lenten offering to You and Your Holy Will!

Oh, Father, Jesus, and Holy Spirit, How I love you, but help me to love You more!
My love and soul are a mystery to myself as You are to me! My heart swells and would surely burst without Your hand Lord....Command me to do what it is You want of me Lord and I will gladly do it! Please make my heart a place where You can take comfort from the sins committed against You in this world, make my little heart a place of rest and consolation to You where You may stay warm from the cold indifference our world has shown towards You! Thank you for the gift of Your Eucharist, and help others to understand Your true presence in this sacrament.

Keep me in the silence and solitude of Your Holy Sacred Heart. Your innocence overwhelms me and makes want to repent every day of my life, I offer myself as a sacrifice to You to help save souls!

Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Pray for us!
Our Lady of Mount Carmel, Pray for us!
Our Lady of Grace, Pray for us!
Our Lady of Good Counsel, Pray for us!
Our Lady of Guadalupe, Pray for us!
Our Lady of Sorrows, Pray for us!
Immaculate Heart of Mary, Pray for us!
St. Joseph foster father of Jesus and protector and patron of Carmel, Pray for us!
St. Teresa of Avila, Pray for us!
St. John of the Cross, Pray for us!
St. Therese, Pray for us!
St. Paul, Pray for us!
St. Pio, Pray for us!
St. Francis of Assisi, Pray for us!
St. Rita of Cascia, Pray for us!
St. Maximilian Kolbe, Pray for us!
Our Guardian Angels, Pray for us!
All of God's Holy Angels and Saints, Pray for us!
We love You God but help us to love You more!

Your daughter,

Erin